I was reading my old blog from Xanga.....lol.
I really should finish this book..."The Power of Now: A Guide to Spiritual Enlightenment"
It is about acceptance and experiencing the presence, the "NOW" -Put all our mind and thoughts in "now", can we strike for doing the best we can on everything we does and break away from suffering (which tends to focus on the past and the future). Only when we break from the past and the future, can we learn to love and be less judging (because judgment tends to come from the past or from the fear that something terrible will happen in the future). And harsh judgment, ultimately, robs our happiness because we become bitter and unforgiving.
Sep 28, 2004 (this is what I wrote in Xanga)
Thoughts: Will I ever settle on something I am most passionate about?? Seems like I change my mind all the time..........here and there.....it's not that because I am not patient, just that I want to learn new things, I wanted to know a little bit of everything, somehow I'm a perfectionist, wanna be perfect in every way.... I guess
Looking back to what I wrote...Everyday is changing, I came to a point today that I know what I want to do. From being clueless to knowing what I want. I thought I will never know.....=D |